Saturday, March 28, 2020

Are you a JUDGE ?

I am not sad, I am not happy 
I am in a feeling that I don't understand
Many time I think I should tell anyone
But why I have to tell
Is I am alone?
Is there someone whom I need?
Or anything else
I don't know what is going nowadays
I am try to do something, but what stopped me?
Is there someone who can understand me?
Or is there only me, who has to fight with itself
I am just trying to do something
Then why you all think, I am doing nothing
And why I care because of your thinking
Maybe you are important for me somewhere in my life
But why I care about you, when I am nothing in your life
According to you, I am a worst person
Ok that's good atleast you have time to judge me
Many people want to say something but they can't, why ?
If I am wrong then just say to me, why you say to another person,
Is I am a material of Timepaas for you ?
Sorry, I am not material actually I am the worst material for you
You say it's your life you have right to do whatever you want to do okay that's fine
Can you please tell me, then who give you the right to judge me ?
I am just trying to do
But you ignore me everytime
Ok, that's your decision
But if I try again and again then why are you try to supress me
Are you feared of loosing or anything else
If you want to.judge me then tell me what's wrong I do
Is my mistake is that I love you, or i care you sorry I think my mistake is that I am just thinking about you first before myself.

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