Sawaal

Aaj ek sawaal phir zubaan par aaya hai,

Koi apna phir s Durr jaa rha hai,

Usko me jaaney nahi deh skta

Usko me bhatkney nahi deh skta

Manzil wo bhi paana chaatha hai

Par sachaai s wo nahi lad paa rha hai

Usko pta nahi kyu, me galat lgta hun

Uski kamiyaan jab me usey btata hun

Mene to bass yehi chaa hai,

Usko sahi raahein me dikhaana chaatha hun

Ha toda presaan hai wo, lekin kya sach m mere saath hai wo

Me nahi kehtha ki mere kehney par wo chaley

Bass apney muqaam ko wo samjhey

Pta hai usko ki koi kisi ka nahi

Par phir bhi wo kuch baaton s anjaan hai

Ha yeh sach hai ki mujhe ussey pyar hai

Par usko chod kar akele is bhid m, me aage nahi jaana chaatha

Mene vaada kiya hai usko,

Akela kabhi nahi chodunga

Khaas me usko bta paata

Ki wo abhi kin andhero m hai kda

Aaj nahi to kal, usko yeh smjhna hoga

Zindagi ki haqiqat s usey ladna hoga

Safar alag hai to kya hua,

Manzil to dono ki ek he hai

Me usko akela chod duh

Phir meri aashiqui kis baat ki hai

Ha, yeh sach hai wo sabkey saamney mujhe apna maanti nahi

Sayad uskey dil m, abhi mere liye wo jgha nahi

Me phir bhi uska saath dena chaatha hun

Usko un andhero s nikalna chaatha hun

Phir bhi aaj phir s ek sawaal zubaan par aata hai

Me usko khona nahi chaatha hun

Bas isi baat s uski me itna kyu darrta hun..

Is this is the hope

It is seems the day become worse every night,

Sun rise in the sky, I fell like a bird with a new hope that want to fly high

I scream silently in my nights,

Is there someone who can be mine

Not the star twinkling in the sky,

Nor the moon shining like yesterday

Is everything is fine?

Something is there which stop me, which choked in my life like a sun in the sky

There is someone who is always with me

But the question still raises by my soul, is it yours

What happen if she is not my,

The answer came, you are always her guy

Something I want to share with her,

But did she listen to me, did she has a time for me

It seems that I still fighting between the reality and virtuality

Something destroy me day and night from inside

Is this the love, or my past

Is this the dignity of my life

May be this is the hope, due to which I survive..

Corona ka aagman na hota to kya hota...

Corona ka aagman na hota to kya hota, yeh baat har jubaan par aagayi hae

Ungli utha rahey apni Dharti par, isliye khud unoney aakr kuch baatein kahi hai,

Arrey mat karo tum kaam, mat karo tum atyachaar,

Corona na hota to nahi bethey hotey tum is waqt apney parivaar k saath,

Arey kar rahey hotey tum kaam, jese jaanwar karta hae aaram

Maangtey teh roz dua, 2 itbaar ho lgatar

Arrey karti man ki tumhari Puri,

Ab ghar Beth kar karo aaram,

Arey maana toda hoga nuksaan,

Desh hojaayengey lahu luaan,

Arey to kya hua, fhir saalo mehnat k baad badh jaayega desh ka samaan,

Arey yeh to mene tumhsey he shikha hae,

Apney liye apno ka he sanghaar karna padta hae,

Arey to kya hua kuch martey hae to Marney do,

Mujhe bhi to khud ko bachana hae,

Bnaya tumhney apney liye aalishaan bangla,

Mujhe bhi to apney nirbal, or besahaara bacho k liye vapish ghar bnana hae,

Bhaut kiya lahu luaan tumhney mujhko,

Ab apniyaap ko mujhe bachaana hae,

Arey boltey ho tum ki corona na hota to kya hota,

Pollution level aaj socho fhir kitna hota,

Maana mera tarika galat hae,

Par yeh tareeka mujhe tumhney hi sikhaya hae,

Har saal kaata jungalo ko,

Ye bhi na socha kya hoga mere nirbhal bacho ka,

Arey mene tumhey chadar di,

Tumhney meri chadaro me he ched karwaya,

Arey corona na hota to kya hota,

Corona na hota to kuch na hota,

Dheerey dheerey bacha hua bhi khatam hota..

Are you a JUDGE ?

I am not sad, I am not happy 

I am in a feeling that I don't understand

Many time I think I should tell anyone

But why I have to tell

Is I am alone?

Is there someone whom I need?

Or anything else

I don't know what is going nowadays

I am try to do something, but what stopped me?

Is there someone who can understand me?

Or is there only me, who has to fight with itself

I am just trying to do something

Then why you all think, I am doing nothing

And why I care because of your thinking

Maybe you are important for me somewhere in my life

But why I care about you, when I am nothing in your life

According to you, I am a worst person

Ok that's good atleast you have time to judge me

Many people want to say something but they can't, why ?

If I am wrong then just say to me, why you say to another person,

Is I am a material of Timepaas for you ?

Sorry, I am not material actually I am the worst material for you

You say it's your life you have right to do whatever you want to do okay that's fine

Can you please tell me, then who give you the right to judge me ?

I am just trying to do

But you ignore me everytime

Ok, that's your decision

But if I try again and again then why are you try to supress me

Are you feared of loosing or anything else

If you want to.judge me then tell me what's wrong I do

Is my mistake is that I love you, or i care you sorry I think my mistake is that I am just thinking about you first before myself.

Sawaal shaam ki roti ka

Raastey m aaj ghumnaam sa m chal rha tha

Kayi Dil deh mere saath,

Par akela mene khud ko paaya tha

Achanak se sab manjar badal gya,

Me khud ki duniya s bahar nikal aaya

Jab aankho n dekha, us rickshaw waaley ko,

Pedh(Tree) ki dehniyo s bhra tha wo,

Rickshaw waala bhi bhaut kamjor tha,

Rickshaw wo bhaut bhaari tha, khichney m usko takleef ho rahi thi

Par sayd uska na in sab par dhyaan tha,

Usko toh bass pichey bethey ek dehni jesi aurat or uskey saath bethi ek mahila, Syd uski maa or patni houngi wo, unko lekar jaana tha

Sayd sawal shaam ki roti ka tha,

Mene kadam bdaya us rickshaw ki traf, socha todi matat me krtu,

Is ulti dhlaan ko me paar kratu,

Dekha mene rickshaw k pichey, Tyre k niche s

Do kadam or chall rahey teh, sayd wo uski madat krrhey deh

Me pichey hat gya, wo aagey badh gya

Mene dekha jab palat Kar,

Khud ko kitna bewash mene paaya

Me chaatha tha waapish jaana,

Par us 4-5 saal k bachey ki mehnat dekh Kar me aagey na badh paaya....

Wo aayega waapish Zindagi me tumharey,

Par tum na usko aaney Dena..

Maangey wo maafi hazaar baar,

Par tum na usko maaf krna..

Kya bharosha us khudaar ka,

Ki fhir s na wo tumhey dard dega..

Itna toh khuda bhi smjhtha hae,

Tabhe toh wo tumhey baar-baar us bewafa s milwakar,

Tumhey asli wafa ka aesash kra RHA hae..

"Many time God sent that same person in our life,

Just to check us, did we learn something or still we are fools."

Teri yaado me ek aas thi

Teri har baat mere Dil k paas thi

Muqadar ka kehl aesa hoga,

Yeh kisney jaana tha

Barna har Janam me,

Mene Tujhe he rab s maang liya tha..