Sunday, May 31, 2020

Chal aaj phir aitbaar kar lete hai..

Chall aaj aitbaar karlete hai,
Chall aaj phir mohabbat karletey hai
Koun puchega haal humhara,
Chall aaj phir yeh dard seh lete hai

Manzil s toda khfa hojayengey,
Phir ussey mil jaayengey
Koun jaanna chaatha hai daastan humhari,
Chall aaj phir inki trha kehl lete hai

Bithey hue lamho ko phir s samet lete hai,
Yakeen maan koi kuch nhi kahega
Chall ek baar phir bachpan jee lete hai

Samey n waqt s pehley bda kartiya to kya hogya,
Chall aaj samey ko hum rauk lete hai

Todi taqleef he to hogi,
Seh lengey
Bass ghum is baat ka na rahein, 
Ki kaash ek baar jee lete

In naadaniyo ko phir s kartey hai,
Jo kuch reh gya, unko phir s jeetey hai
Na sochna is baar, waqt kya kehl dikhayega
Chall aaj waqt k saath do-do haath kar letey hai

Us Ghar m phir s chaltey hai,
Jhaa sab mila kartey teh
Chall is duniya ko phir s jeena shuru kar letey hai

Waqt nhi dega gawai to kya hojaayega,
Chall ek baar phir bachpan ki sahlaako me kehd hotey hai

Chall aaj phir aitbaar kartey hai,
Apney Dil ki baat tujhsey kehtey hai
Na puchna kya goonha tha humara,
Chall ek baar phir yeh goonha karkey dekh letey hai
Chall aaj phir aitbaar krkey dekh lete hai
Chall aaj phir Mohabbat karkey dekh lete hai....

Thursday, May 28, 2020

My world

You know actually what, I want to die,
But that's not the way I want to look like
I have some positive vibes
Which saved me from this side,
Everytime I think about how to die
But I remembered the face, that want me alive
I lose myself a years ago
But still I want to survive
I am not my favorite person
Because I have also some bad side
Neither the friends, nor my life
Want to live with my this side
I am not afraid of difficulties, because they make me more perfect
I am afraid from a person,
To whom I want to know me well
Everytime I am in my world
That give me happiness to my soul
But that's not enough
Because soul's clothes(body) demand something else
She want me to live in a real world
But she want me to do this alone
I want that she believes me
But maybe I have a feared of hate by her
I don't know how to do it
But I will try everyday to do so
Maybe she don't know from which situation I cross
Maybe I also don't know what the exact situation is in she
I just want attention of all
Which I get in my own creating world
I want to move out from that world
But the fear of loosing everything stop me from to do so
I hope one day I can beat my this feared,
But you know exactly what, that day maybe my last and worse day...

Saturday, May 16, 2020

Sawaal

Aaj ek sawaal phir zubaan par aaya hai,
Koi apna phir s Durr jaa rha hai,
Usko me jaaney nahi deh skta
Usko me bhatkney nahi deh skta
Manzil wo bhi paana chaatha hai
Par sachaai s wo nahi lad paa rha hai
Usko pta nahi kyu, me galat lgta hun
Uski kamiyaan jab me usey btata hun
Mene to bass yehi chaa hai,
Usko sahi raahein me dikhaana chaatha hun
Ha toda presaan hai wo, lekin kya sach m mere saath hai wo
Me nahi kehtha ki mere kehney par wo chaley
Bass apney muqaam ko wo samjhey
Pta hai usko ki koi kisi ka nahi
Par phir bhi wo kuch baaton s anjaan hai
Ha yeh sach hai ki mujhe ussey pyar hai
Par usko chod kar akele is bhid m, me aage nahi jaana chaatha
Mene vaada kiya hai usko,
Akela kabhi nahi chodunga
Khaas me usko bta paata
Ki wo abhi kin andhero m hai kda
Aaj nahi to kal, usko yeh smjhna hoga
Zindagi ki haqiqat s usey ladna hoga
Safar alag hai to kya hua,
Manzil to dono ki ek he hai
Me usko akela chod duh
Phir meri aashiqui kis baat ki hai
Ha, yeh sach hai wo sabkey saamney mujhe apna maanti nahi
Sayad uskey dil m, abhi mere liye wo jgha nahi
Me phir bhi uska saath dena chaatha hun
Usko un andhero s nikalna chaatha hun
Phir bhi aaj phir s ek sawaal zubaan par aata hai
Me usko khona nahi chaatha hun
Bas isi baat s uski me itna kyu darrta hun..


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