My world

You know actually what, I want to die,

But that's not the way I want to look like

I have some positive vibes

Which saved me from this side,

Everytime I think about how to die

But I remembered the face, that want me alive

I lose myself a years ago

But still I want to survive

I am not my favorite person

Because I have also some bad side

Neither the friends, nor my life

Want to live with my this side

I am not afraid of difficulties, because they make me more perfect

I am afraid from a person,

To whom I want to know me well

Everytime I am in my world

That give me happiness to my soul

But that's not enough

Because soul's clothes(body) demand something else

She want me to live in a real world

But she want me to do this alone

I want that she believes me

But maybe I have a feared of hate by her

I don't know how to do it

But I will try everyday to do so

Maybe she don't know from which situation I cross

Maybe I also don't know what the exact situation is in she

I just want attention of all

Which I get in my own creating world

I want to move out from that world

But the fear of loosing everything stop me from to do so

I hope one day I can beat my this feared,

But you know exactly what, that day maybe my last and worse day...