Raaz Gehrey

Yeh hastey cehrey raaz chupaye jaaney kitney gehrey,

Lagey hai sab kaam m apney

Puchey koi jo haal humara, btaye hum usko kese

Yeh haalat btaney dete nhi, ghum apna chupaney dete nhi

Kesi kashmkash hai yeh, kabhi galey lga kar pucho tum ho kese

Yeh kahani tumhey lagti galat hai, Par kabhi pyar kiya humey to jaanogey is kahaani s hum hai kese

Ab na koi fariyad hai pyar ko uskey paaney ki, 

Na he ab koi dar kisi k jaaney ka

Yeh khaamosiya is trha aai hai,

Ki ab na ghum mar jaaney ka

Puchtey ho haal humara,

Kabhi galey lga kar pucho to

Cehrey s khairiyat samjh lete ho,

Kabhi aankho m rukey samundar ko dekho to

Kehtey ho baat karo humsey,

Kabhi saamney s baat tum bhi to karkey dekho

Intezar har pal rehtha hai, kabhi apna maan kar dekho to

Kese yeh pal nikal jaayengey tum bhi nhi jaan paaogey

Puchtey ho haal humara,

Cehrey s to lgtey khus ho,

Phir tumhey yeh ghum hai kese

Na koi dard hai kisi ka, na apna koi ghum hai,

Btana chaatey hai haal-ae-dil par tumhey hum btaye kese

Maana abhi milna aasan nhi, par in dooriyon m apna bnaye rhkna

Khaamosiya hojayengi shaanth,

Phir na puchna tum ho kese

Is qalam or kakaz ka he to saath hai,

Barna hum tumhey btaye kese,

Kabhi pucho apney Dil s aakhir hum hai kese

Ab na dard hai, na jeeney ki koi wjha

Wo kehtey hai khud ko humara, uney to pta he nhi hum is haal m hai kese

Ek baar galey lga kar to dekho, ek baar apna maan kar to dekho

Dum ghuth tha hai is tahnaai m,

Ek baar saamney s puch kar to dekho

Durr s puchtey ho, to khairiyat he jaanogey

Ek baar aankho ko padh kar to dekho

Yeh khaamosiya bhi shaanth hojaayengi, ek baar galey lgakar to dekho

Duniya m hai laakhon mukotey ek cehrey k pichey

Kabhi apna maan kar to dekho

Na tumhey is baat ki parwa, ab na humey ghum ki hum rehtey kese,

Sabko khus dekhna chaa, isliye paaya humney khud ko aaj bhi akele...

Ek mohabbat aesi bhi

Sabko smjha deta hun, par khud ko nahi

Har insaan ek jesa nahi,

Wo thukra ti hai pyar mera mehfil m,

Akele m apna ti hai

Sayd pyar sabka ek jesa nhi

Chaloo ek pyar aesa bhi sahi

Wo chilla ti hai mujh par, mujhe sunna acha lgta hai

Ab shaanth rehney lagi hai wo, jiski wjha s baatein ab kam houney lagi hai

Usey aishash bhi nahi,

Uski mujhe kitni jarurat hai

Par wo mujhsey door jaati bhi nhi,

Chalo ek pyar aesa bhi sahi

Ha, toda nervous rehtha hun usko lekar

Raat bhar jo wo online rehti hai

Uska bitha hua kal, soney nhi deta hoga usko

Or uskey bina neend mujhko aati nhi

Chalo ek pyar aesa bhi sahi

Har waqt to wo mere saath reh sakti nhi,

Har baar m usey smjh skta nhi

Ristha wo bhi todhna chaati nhi

Me bhi door ussey hona chaatha nhi,

Baat hoti hai roz humari,

Par adhuri si reh gayi hai yeh khaani 

Chalo ek pyar aesa bhi sahi

Khaamosh rehti hai, sayd mene hurt usey kiya hai

Toda gussa karti hai, har waqt busy wo rehti hai

Aesa nhi uski life m koi or hai,

Bass mohabbat wo mujhsey karti hai,

Jo ladki sabpar gussa karti hai, wo is risthey ko bachaaney k liye khaamosh hojati hai

Wo kisi ki ek na sunney waali meri sun leti hai,

Kuch aesi he mohabbat wo mujhsey karti hai,

Maana mujhe uska yeh rup pasand nhi,

Mere liye wo khud ko badley, mujhe yeh gawara nhi

Lekin ab me usey smjhau bhi kese,

Kyuki galti to kahi mene he ki hai

Sayd ab haq koh betha hun m,

Barna mohabbhat usney aaj bhi mujhsey he ki hai..

Chal aaj phir aitbaar kar lete hai..

Chall aaj aitbaar karlete hai,

Chall aaj phir mohabbat karletey hai

Koun puchega haal humhara,

Chall aaj phir yeh dard seh lete hai

Manzil s toda khfa hojayengey,

Phir ussey mil jaayengey

Koun jaanna chaatha hai daastan humhari,

Chall aaj phir inki trha kehl lete hai

Bithey hue lamho ko phir s samet lete hai,

Yakeen maan koi kuch nhi kahega

Chall ek baar phir bachpan jee lete hai

Samey n waqt s pehley bda kartiya to kya hogya,

Chall aaj samey ko hum rauk lete hai

Todi taqleef he to hogi,

Seh lengey

Bass ghum is baat ka na rahein, 

Ki kaash ek baar jee lete

In naadaniyo ko phir s kartey hai,

Jo kuch reh gya, unko phir s jeetey hai

Na sochna is baar, waqt kya kehl dikhayega

Chall aaj waqt k saath do-do haath kar letey hai

Us Ghar m phir s chaltey hai,

Jhaa sab mila kartey teh

Chall is duniya ko phir s jeena shuru kar letey hai

Waqt nhi dega gawai to kya hojaayega,

Chall ek baar phir bachpan ki sahlaako me kehd hotey hai

Chall aaj phir aitbaar kartey hai,

Apney Dil ki baat tujhsey kehtey hai

Na puchna kya goonha tha humara,

Chall ek baar phir yeh goonha karkey dekh letey hai

Chall aaj phir aitbaar krkey dekh lete hai

Chall aaj phir Mohabbat karkey dekh lete hai....

My world

You know actually what, I want to die,

But that's not the way I want to look like

I have some positive vibes

Which saved me from this side,

Everytime I think about how to die

But I remembered the face, that want me alive

I lose myself a years ago

But still I want to survive

I am not my favorite person

Because I have also some bad side

Neither the friends, nor my life

Want to live with my this side

I am not afraid of difficulties, because they make me more perfect

I am afraid from a person,

To whom I want to know me well

Everytime I am in my world

That give me happiness to my soul

But that's not enough

Because soul's clothes(body) demand something else

She want me to live in a real world

But she want me to do this alone

I want that she believes me

But maybe I have a feared of hate by her

I don't know how to do it

But I will try everyday to do so

Maybe she don't know from which situation I cross

Maybe I also don't know what the exact situation is in she

I just want attention of all

Which I get in my own creating world

I want to move out from that world

But the fear of loosing everything stop me from to do so

I hope one day I can beat my this feared,

But you know exactly what, that day maybe my last and worse day...

Sawaal

Aaj ek sawaal phir zubaan par aaya hai,

Koi apna phir s Durr jaa rha hai,

Usko me jaaney nahi deh skta

Usko me bhatkney nahi deh skta

Manzil wo bhi paana chaatha hai

Par sachaai s wo nahi lad paa rha hai

Usko pta nahi kyu, me galat lgta hun

Uski kamiyaan jab me usey btata hun

Mene to bass yehi chaa hai,

Usko sahi raahein me dikhaana chaatha hun

Ha toda presaan hai wo, lekin kya sach m mere saath hai wo

Me nahi kehtha ki mere kehney par wo chaley

Bass apney muqaam ko wo samjhey

Pta hai usko ki koi kisi ka nahi

Par phir bhi wo kuch baaton s anjaan hai

Ha yeh sach hai ki mujhe ussey pyar hai

Par usko chod kar akele is bhid m, me aage nahi jaana chaatha

Mene vaada kiya hai usko,

Akela kabhi nahi chodunga

Khaas me usko bta paata

Ki wo abhi kin andhero m hai kda

Aaj nahi to kal, usko yeh smjhna hoga

Zindagi ki haqiqat s usey ladna hoga

Safar alag hai to kya hua,

Manzil to dono ki ek he hai

Me usko akela chod duh

Phir meri aashiqui kis baat ki hai

Ha, yeh sach hai wo sabkey saamney mujhe apna maanti nahi

Sayad uskey dil m, abhi mere liye wo jgha nahi

Me phir bhi uska saath dena chaatha hun

Usko un andhero s nikalna chaatha hun

Phir bhi aaj phir s ek sawaal zubaan par aata hai

Me usko khona nahi chaatha hun

Bas isi baat s uski me itna kyu darrta hun..

Is this is the hope

It is seems the day become worse every night,

Sun rise in the sky, I fell like a bird with a new hope that want to fly high

I scream silently in my nights,

Is there someone who can be mine

Not the star twinkling in the sky,

Nor the moon shining like yesterday

Is everything is fine?

Something is there which stop me, which choked in my life like a sun in the sky

There is someone who is always with me

But the question still raises by my soul, is it yours

What happen if she is not my,

The answer came, you are always her guy

Something I want to share with her,

But did she listen to me, did she has a time for me

It seems that I still fighting between the reality and virtuality

Something destroy me day and night from inside

Is this the love, or my past

Is this the dignity of my life

May be this is the hope, due to which I survive..

Corona ka aagman na hota to kya hota...

Corona ka aagman na hota to kya hota, yeh baat har jubaan par aagayi hae

Ungli utha rahey apni Dharti par, isliye khud unoney aakr kuch baatein kahi hai,

Arrey mat karo tum kaam, mat karo tum atyachaar,

Corona na hota to nahi bethey hotey tum is waqt apney parivaar k saath,

Arey kar rahey hotey tum kaam, jese jaanwar karta hae aaram

Maangtey teh roz dua, 2 itbaar ho lgatar

Arrey karti man ki tumhari Puri,

Ab ghar Beth kar karo aaram,

Arey maana toda hoga nuksaan,

Desh hojaayengey lahu luaan,

Arey to kya hua, fhir saalo mehnat k baad badh jaayega desh ka samaan,

Arey yeh to mene tumhsey he shikha hae,

Apney liye apno ka he sanghaar karna padta hae,

Arey to kya hua kuch martey hae to Marney do,

Mujhe bhi to khud ko bachana hae,

Bnaya tumhney apney liye aalishaan bangla,

Mujhe bhi to apney nirbal, or besahaara bacho k liye vapish ghar bnana hae,

Bhaut kiya lahu luaan tumhney mujhko,

Ab apniyaap ko mujhe bachaana hae,

Arey boltey ho tum ki corona na hota to kya hota,

Pollution level aaj socho fhir kitna hota,

Maana mera tarika galat hae,

Par yeh tareeka mujhe tumhney hi sikhaya hae,

Har saal kaata jungalo ko,

Ye bhi na socha kya hoga mere nirbhal bacho ka,

Arey mene tumhey chadar di,

Tumhney meri chadaro me he ched karwaya,

Arey corona na hota to kya hota,

Corona na hota to kuch na hota,

Dheerey dheerey bacha hua bhi khatam hota..